Mich
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Until recently, I can't believe my life can be described as 'busy'. Apparently, as slack as I am, I still have not been getting enough sleep. Now that, for a pig like me, is a serious serious problem. Like I'm not kidding with you.

I've been eating thrice as much recently, perhaps it is because of my newfound activities and pasttimes. I've been using up alot of energy, no?

But still, I do still feel like I am busy doing nothing.

I'm excited about new things, like I usually do. But with new things come greater responsiblity, and I am now trying hard to maintain and keep life the way it was before. Let's take MuayThai for example.

As much as I love and enthuse about it now, it won't stay the same for long. Usually such enthusiasm last for 6-12 months, before it is re-ignited again sometime later, only to be thwarted again. (Yes, that was Chinese Dance. I feel scammed, but that's the way it was. The hierarchy. Or whatever. It is dirty politics. I won't say I am not laughing at its apparent downfall. I believe karma has finally gotten to it. I rejoice, and I am not ashamed of saying so.)

However, if I really seriously love something, that thing will stay the same forever. It won't be a clean, prestigious memory of mine though, some faggot will always spoil it for me at the end. Teachers/ principals will like to spoil it at the last moment, for some seemingly small, useless detail that they usually would overlook for most of the time, but only to leash it out at the final moment on me.

I am missing the past familiarity of my past, but yet I welcome the future with wide open arms. That's the way it has to be, I have to keep moving on, as tough as the going gets.