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I opened my eyes, last night, and saw you in the low light
Walking by the bay, on the shore
Staring up at the planes that aren't there anymore
You happened to look, and see, the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Dad's gonna bring me to the motorshow at suntec later.

Cars cars cars! x3
Sunday, September 28, 2008

I am so glad I brought my laptop along. I thought it died on the trip to Malaysia. The startup was so retard!

Now I think its fine now. My dad went out for a walk while my aunt and I are chilling in the room. :D

I'm using the laptop while she's eating chestnuts and watching television. Its so relaxing. Ok, this is just going to be a day's break for me, after being cut by all those prawns today. ):

I will get back to work tomorrow. For sure.
Friday, September 26, 2008

Library's internet don't like me. So I won't like it either :D

It's today now. D: Now we can't stop it!

Oh dear. ): I have to go to school later to die die die. ):
Thursday, September 25, 2008

I used to wait anxiously in anticipation of graduation day. But obviously, I realised now, that I don't want to.

Apparently, bidding goodbye to the place is too hard, and it hurts me so. I've developed an attachment to the school. And the people.

I'm missing all of them already.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I got the class photos today. Though as usual, I am not looking at my best, but I feel it's the prettiest one of all.

Considering that well...

This is the last one I am ever going to get. How sad is that?

As much as I dislike the school, I still miss the people there. Those who breathe life and drama into the concrete slab of stone.

I will miss them when we finally part our seperate ways.
Sunday, September 21, 2008

I was bored so I kept changing skins.

BUT! In the end I still used back the old one.

So hehs. No change. (:

My oh my. D; I hope I won't die from it.

-OH YAR RIGHT. WHEN MY TOOTHBRUSH MYSTERIOUSLY HAVE SOME SOAPY RESIDUE LIKE THAT TASTES LIKE MY SHAMPOO, HOW DO I DEAL WITH IT? D:

Heck, how did the shampoo even get onto my TOOTHBRUSH?!-
Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I am very sleepy. Very very.

Since humanities.

Even the teacher feels sleepy. Yay.

I shall sleep early today.
Saturday, September 13, 2008

I love this time of the year cos there's mooncakes! -sparkly eyes-

For the past couple of weeks I've been eating mooncakes, like say. Everyother day or so.

Yum (:

I pwnz0rzx teh mooncakes! (: Muahaha.
Thursday, September 11, 2008

I have utterly no idea why I always have those fucking headaches when I am in school.

Sometimes it really pisses me off when I want to do my work. The last straw was when I had the headache in POA Prelims. I fucked up the paper, but I really have no other choice.

Anyways, I was too busy trying not to throw up in the hall and stinking up the place to work on my paper. I don't blame myself that much, cos I never anticipated it.

Anotehr thing was that the headaches. IT IS ALWAYS THE SAME. I know when am I going to be sick. My vision won't be that clear and later, I will have the headache.

It ALWAYS feel as though it's tearing my brain up. I hate it. I always feel like I'm going to throw up and it really take me a real good deal of raw steely determination not to.

Even the teacher said I was pale and not going to make it through school. Let alone the focus studies. -.- Great.

I just hope it will spare me during the O's. I'd just cry after the paper if it really happens. And oh, get me an ambulance on stand-by. Who knows what will happen to me.

Seriously.
Saturday, September 6, 2008

Sleeping is godly.
Friday, September 5, 2008

AuditionSEA is getting more and more fucked up. Lol.

Am I glad I didn't waste my time. I tried to give 'em another chance. Heck, they don't even do their downloads properly.

So, what am I going to do?

Bye bye moneysoft games. I deleted them all. (:
Wednesday, September 3, 2008

I have utterly no idea my brother is so silly as to download and run a virus. Kudos to him man.

Now I won't let him near the laptop. Never. Until he has a chance to redeem himself. In what way I have no idea. But it will be very very hard for me to trust him again. He should know better. Alot better than that.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Yes! I finally got a laptop. Though dad quite willingly paid for it, I still feel I conned him. For like, various reasons. (The main reason we went to comex is to get a PRINTER, not a LAPTOP with a FREE PRINTER. Do the math! x.x )

Damnit. I'mma save alot of money up! $.$

I'll try to get everything I need myself in the future without having to starve myself. :D Food is second most important to sleep.

Plus, I need help for my laptop. It seems to lack the capability of connecting to broadband services. -curses at that damned thing-

ANDDD. I WANT WIRELESS INTERNET. (Anyone can help me please tell. I got 2 frickin' modems and both doesn't seem to work on the laptop. Laptop's a simple Compaq Presario.)

Ok, enough of laptalks. xD

When I went to Comex it was so frigging crowded. But I didn't get stepped on my toes like Vin did. Hohum.

The noise is so deafening in the halls! Can't we have a quiet Comex for once? ):

Anyways. I am really looking forward to the time I can go online using my laptop at home. And the peace after O levels. Not as hectic anymore. :D

-smiles happily and clicks on 'PUBLISH POST'-