Monday, April 13, 2009
Ok, I finally know what SPICE is. For one, its definitely NOT a condiment. It's Singapore Polytechnic Intelligent ... I forgot. So much for attentiveness.
Anyway, I got hold of my class already. Its.... something something 02. Second DARCH class. Uh. today was quite boring. We just got the intro on SPICE.
AND DAMN THE CLASSROOM. ITS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCHOOL COMPOUND! Bloody hell. It's a 15minute walk! I can walk from Riverside Sec to home around 20 minutes!
Tomorrow's going to be a long day. All the way til 4.00pm. And the 1 hour lunch break? Unbearable for me. I know nobody in my class. Oh well... I hope I'll get to know new people tomorrow.
Today's a so-so start for me.
I hate change, but I know change is inevitable. I hate to re-start, because I tend to lose things and I don't like to lose things. I have no talent in retaining things from the past, and thus, I fear loss. Loss is inevitable at times, but I will try to keep it to a minimal. I fear to lose my best friend, who keeps me feeling that everything is going to be alright with her around. I fear I will lose the anchor that ties me to my roots.
I don't want to drift apart, because good friends who understands you are hard to find. I hope in the future, despite our busy schedules, we'd still find time for each other.
It's so hard to start anew.