Saturday, February 14, 2009
Ok, once again, I'm blogging about friendship again. I never wage a war. Why? As I learnt in History lessons, in war, there are no definite winners. Both parties lose. Maybe, only maybe, only in slim chances that one will emerge, unharmed, and unscathed from the fight, and win. That's why I have NEVER confronted you. Save for the one time I asked why do you do the dirty little things you do in secret.
Personally, I always felt that having true blue loyal and honest friends, friends with integrity, friends who care, who love, and who go through thick and thin with you. I don't care flock to places where there are happy news, happy occasions, because I know that the person will have loads of people to celebrate with, and there would be no lack of blessings. I would still bless that person in private, from the bottom of my heart.
But when a person is lone, and sad, desperately reaching out for a soul who cares. Those who were with them, who had celebrated joys with them, are no where to be seen. Either that, or the supposed 'friend' offers little or no support. Only to flock back when there's laughter to go around, or to cling on like an ugly barnacle when trouble's brewing for the person.
You know what, I really despise people who step on others when they're down. Are you really that busy? So, a friendship forged is 4 days is stronger than one forged over 4 years? Whether or not you have chosen to ignore that fact, the actions you did are obvious. People will feel that you are being outrageous.
No more playing the victim when no one's even victimising you. I'm aware whose big problem it is now.
No point harping on it, and I now see why you don't trust people. You've got a disgusting character doubled with hypocrisy. It irks me to no end. And oh, by the way, I've deleted you off my
MSN list, AND my
handphone. (I should have done that one whole fucking year ago.)
You will cease to exist to me, from now onwards. Have many happy days ahead.
*** This whole episode is freaking out of my system now. I R
TEH ZEN! ***
P/S: I am not proud of swearing again, for this lesser being. Yes, I am mad. And I need to get it out of my system, once and for all.