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Define children: YOUR definination. (Disclaimer: Don't blame me if you think you are a kid after reading this post.)

FUCK MATHS.

Its so rah-rah difficult to do, for my uber noobish standard.

A horrific fail is highly possible, within sight and within reach now.

Hell no. I told myself that whatever happens, I'd take things as they come. So yeah, I did badly, and I feel my heart break a little. Oh well.

Sad and disappointed phase over. GO GO HISTORY. I SHALL PASS YOU UPSIDE DOWN! FTW!

Did I say I'm stressed just now?

Oh boy. So not me.

P/S Please don't get ANY ideas about the last post I made, the one which I sounded fed-up and all. :D It's not any one in school kkays? It's outside beyond our reach. Nothing that I can control, nor you guys can help. (:

I'm sorry if, during this stressful period, I may have seem to be aloof, weird, and have wacky actions.

And sorry for dragging myself against all vertical surfaces across the school when I made a catastrophic mistake for my English paper.

Oh Cambridge marker, have mercy on me. ):

LOL LOL LOL LOL. DIE CHEMISTRY, DIE!

-laughs manically-

I can't thank some people enough. Those who have, repeatedly helped me to achieve what I want, step by step, sincerely wanting to help me.

It includes all those who went to RP and who helped, and accompanied. Especially SY, HY (+her sister, HS), JH. We've had many happy moments together. :D

And not forgetting Vin, who would be screaming through SMS-es that I ought to stop slacking and running all over the place, and that I should sit down properly for once to study properly.

I have no time to waste time now.

I have no idea where I want to go, I'm torn between 2 choices.

Besides, I don't think, at the rate I'm carrying on, will be able to make it to EITHER of it. Heck, it's alot harder than what it seems, just so I recently discovered.

Some people are pissing me off recently. Makes me feel really fucked up. Like what the hell did I do to have to go through all this? And I hope suckers will stay away from me, go look for pity somewhere else.

I only pity those who want, and need it. Unlike you. Who I have lost all respect for. None.

You, wallow in self-pity. Now go ahead, wallow all you want. Until you drown, I won't care. But don't drag me down, and point fingers at me saying "Inhumane freak, you don't care about other people. You won't care you childish immature freak of nature! " Seriously, I treat people the way they treat me. You reap what you sowed. And don't go screaming your last words "IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT" Cos I'm merely repeating what you did to me, or finding a way around your claws.

I'll be damned if I want to have someone who's not sincere by my side. I learned it the hard way. I'm not going to repeat it again. It's more than what I simply see on the virtual world. I see much more incidents repeating in the real world. So get your facts right before you do anything at all. You can't even scold me properly. Do you still need me to teach you?

Simply put, if you don't want to help me fully. Then scram.

I give up.

I NEED TO K THE BOOKS!

I heal surprisingly fast :D

Cheers to the Chemistry-idiot today!

I managed to do 1 whole question correctly.

Happy happy happy.

I must declare, I have utmost satisfaction in just being able to secure 1question worth of marks for the Chemistry paper today.

3 Cheers to the Chemistry-idiot that is me!

I went to cut myself with the knife today. And I realised I actually have quite slow responses. When my finger made contact with the steel blade, and blood could be seen, I actually hestiated. o.o

I was confused momentarily before I realised yeah, I really cut myself and that was really my blood. And when I banged my index finger on the blade when I got shocked, I got another minor cut.

Half the time I couldn't believe I was bleeding and I went into a state of shock.

Pfft. I'm pissed. I can't use a finger properly now. I miss you, finger.