Thursday, September 11, 2008
I have utterly no idea why I always have those fucking headaches when I am in school.
Sometimes it really pisses me off when I want to do my work. The last straw was when I had the headache in POA Prelims. I fucked up the paper, but I really have no other choice.
Anyways, I was too busy trying not to throw up in the hall and stinking up the place to work on my paper. I don't blame myself that much, cos I never anticipated it.
Anotehr thing was that the headaches. IT IS ALWAYS THE SAME. I know when am I going to be sick. My vision won't be that clear and later, I will have the headache.
It ALWAYS feel as though it's tearing my brain up. I hate it. I always feel like I'm going to throw up and it really take me a real good deal of raw steely determination not to.
Even the teacher said I was pale and not going to make it through school. Let alone the focus studies. -.- Great.
I just hope it will spare me during the O's. I'd just cry after the paper if it really happens. And oh, get me an ambulance on stand-by. Who knows what will happen to me.
Seriously.