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I opened my eyes, last night, and saw you in the low light
Walking by the bay, on the shore
Staring up at the planes that aren't there anymore
You happened to look, and see, the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground

Thursday, September 11, 2008

I have utterly no idea why I always have those fucking headaches when I am in school.

Sometimes it really pisses me off when I want to do my work. The last straw was when I had the headache in POA Prelims. I fucked up the paper, but I really have no other choice.

Anyways, I was too busy trying not to throw up in the hall and stinking up the place to work on my paper. I don't blame myself that much, cos I never anticipated it.

Anotehr thing was that the headaches. IT IS ALWAYS THE SAME. I know when am I going to be sick. My vision won't be that clear and later, I will have the headache.

It ALWAYS feel as though it's tearing my brain up. I hate it. I always feel like I'm going to throw up and it really take me a real good deal of raw steely determination not to.

Even the teacher said I was pale and not going to make it through school. Let alone the focus studies. -.- Great.

I just hope it will spare me during the O's. I'd just cry after the paper if it really happens. And oh, get me an ambulance on stand-by. Who knows what will happen to me.

Seriously.